Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
1 Corinthians 13:4–8a
Heavenly Father, Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. And Thank you.
Thank you so much for bring me in to this world to know you.
Thank you so much for providing me with so much things that you didn't have to.
Thank you so much for giving me such a wonderful family.
Thank you so much for providing me a place to worship you in peace.
Thank you so much for letting me know so many wonderful people in this world.
Thank you.
Father. Thank you for giving me the power to love others like the way you love me and thank you for giving me the opportunity to meet those I love so much.
Please give me the wisdom to love those that are close to me but also love those who are not so close to me and help me to have the heart of Jesus to love those who might have given me pain or suffering in the past. Help me to not only love them inside my heart but show them my love and your love as well.
Thank you and in Jesus name I pray
Amen.
2011년 1월 6일 목요일
hey. its been a while.
i see that u are not very happy to see me. why is that?
did i do something to you? did i make you feel uncomfortable? just tell me please.
dont do such things on facebook like getting offline right when i get online or not replying to any of my messages because it really makes me feel horrible about myself.
maybe i did something really wrong and that is why you are being like this.
or maybe you just dont want to be friends anymore so that is why you are ignoring me.
whichever the reason is please just tell me and ill get out of your face right away!
i wont ask any questions or anything. just tell me what is going on.
because, im sorry if im being annoying, i really dont want to cause anyone discomfort.
so please just reply to this one message and ill never do anything that causes you any trouble.
im sorry if im being egotistical but i really REALLY need to know so ill know how to rearrange my life without you.
please just grant me my last wish.
thanks for staying with me even though you really didnt like me. thank you.
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what have you done for me for the past four months?
you have taken the happiness that i always wanted away from me and now you cause me even more pain. why now?
even though you were never there when i really needed you
even though you never cared for me
even though you did things your way all the time why do you feel like the victim?
i am also a victim here.
what happened to all the promises?
what happened to all of our future plans?
are they all gone?
what happened to being "best friends"?
was that a lie too? did u just say that to make me feel "better" about myself but in the end what you really wanted to say was "lets not see each other again"
do i really make you that bored and unhappy?
i guess i was only one that actually cared for anything and im sorry.
im sorry that i never noticed all of the hints.
im sorry that i made you suffer this boring life with me in it.
but im not going to let you suffer anymore because im going to take myself out of it for you.
however, always know that you will still be in my life even though i am no longer part of yours.
im sorry for everything
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my heart aches...
it aches for the happiness that it should have but it never gets it.
im sorry heart. im sorry that i cannot provide you the happiness that you need. sorry
i see that u are not very happy to see me. why is that?
did i do something to you? did i make you feel uncomfortable? just tell me please.
dont do such things on facebook like getting offline right when i get online or not replying to any of my messages because it really makes me feel horrible about myself.
maybe i did something really wrong and that is why you are being like this.
or maybe you just dont want to be friends anymore so that is why you are ignoring me.
whichever the reason is please just tell me and ill get out of your face right away!
i wont ask any questions or anything. just tell me what is going on.
because, im sorry if im being annoying, i really dont want to cause anyone discomfort.
so please just reply to this one message and ill never do anything that causes you any trouble.
im sorry if im being egotistical but i really REALLY need to know so ill know how to rearrange my life without you.
please just grant me my last wish.
thanks for staying with me even though you really didnt like me. thank you.
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what have you done for me for the past four months?
you have taken the happiness that i always wanted away from me and now you cause me even more pain. why now?
even though you were never there when i really needed you
even though you never cared for me
even though you did things your way all the time why do you feel like the victim?
i am also a victim here.
what happened to all the promises?
what happened to all of our future plans?
are they all gone?
what happened to being "best friends"?
was that a lie too? did u just say that to make me feel "better" about myself but in the end what you really wanted to say was "lets not see each other again"
do i really make you that bored and unhappy?
i guess i was only one that actually cared for anything and im sorry.
im sorry that i never noticed all of the hints.
im sorry that i made you suffer this boring life with me in it.
but im not going to let you suffer anymore because im going to take myself out of it for you.
however, always know that you will still be in my life even though i am no longer part of yours.
im sorry for everything
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my heart aches...
it aches for the happiness that it should have but it never gets it.
im sorry heart. im sorry that i cannot provide you the happiness that you need. sorry
2011년 1월 5일 수요일
staying strong
i just been having a lot of time to think about many different things that is going on...
i feel as if my head is going to explode and my heart is going to stop.
i feel all these emotions all at once that i cant control my self.
i realized that staying strong is my only choice in life right now.
i have been at the bottom before so staying strong now is nothing. right?
but it seems like this is very hard right now. (prob because im going to boston in a few days and im not sure if i can control myself there)
i hate feeling like im in no control of myself.
i kept thinking. why am i worried over this when that person does not think about me at all.
why am i the only one that is feeling pain right now?
why is it that i care so much?
then i came to a conclusion: its prob because that person doesnt care about me now and never did. i was a fool.
but its a new year and im staring off strong.
even though we will meet that doesnt matter.
even though we will be talking to each other that doesnt matter
i WILL stay strong and will not let my emotions take control of myself
staying strong is going to be hard but i believe that i can do it.
i just have to remember not to think about it too much and think about other things in life that are much more important.
i feel as if my head is going to explode and my heart is going to stop.
i feel all these emotions all at once that i cant control my self.
i realized that staying strong is my only choice in life right now.
i have been at the bottom before so staying strong now is nothing. right?
but it seems like this is very hard right now. (prob because im going to boston in a few days and im not sure if i can control myself there)
i hate feeling like im in no control of myself.
i kept thinking. why am i worried over this when that person does not think about me at all.
why am i the only one that is feeling pain right now?
why is it that i care so much?
then i came to a conclusion: its prob because that person doesnt care about me now and never did. i was a fool.
but its a new year and im staring off strong.
even though we will meet that doesnt matter.
even though we will be talking to each other that doesnt matter
i WILL stay strong and will not let my emotions take control of myself
staying strong is going to be hard but i believe that i can do it.
i just have to remember not to think about it too much and think about other things in life that are much more important.
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