my worries

yesterday i cried... not because of me nor my family but because i finally understand the pain that others go through (even if i dont know them).
i read a news article yesterday about a korean celeb that committed suicide after his sister did a year and a half a go. i was really sad because i knew what he was going through, all the depressed days and the hardships. but i realized even if i was so sad for him that i, unlike him, is going to get "over" things and try to live my life to its best and that because God was there that i can get through it. Even though he was also a christian i think he just gave up... something i would never do.

i recently gotten really excited for prom... but also very sad...
i keep remembering and thinking that last year my mom really wanted me to go to prom but i just didnt... i regret it...
but this year im going and it'll be lots of fun because i have my friends there with me!! (even though some of my best friends aren't going)

forever

wow its been forever since i wrote on here...
well i made a facebook again.... =_=
i dont know if it is a good thing or not...
*right now my up stairs neighbors are really loud and i just want to go up and tell them to shutup!!*
i have recently tried to change my study habits because my dad is worried that i wont be able to study well when i go to MCPHS... he worries too much.
i guess ill try and write more... =D