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wow.... its been so long since my last post....
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well this is my first post since i got to korea! its been 9 yrs since i came here and everything changed....
so many memories... so much love...
many things happened, like the world cup and how we made it in to the round of 16!! woop!
i just felt like what i was in the past... feeling nothing and be fine with it...
no love, compassion, pain, ect...
feeling numb all the time...
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the doctor told me that my health isnt the best right now but its not horrible... i guess thats a good thing....
i guess i have to start caring for my self because ill be all alone in boston in a few weeks and so i dont want my dad to worry about my health.... (wait i take the pain thing back because i am in pain right now bc of my stupid unhealthy body...)
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i guess the time that i have with people are slowly and slowly decreasing...
the people in korea.... (whom ill prob see again when i get married....[or "if" as my brother says])
the people in tallahassee... (whom i dont know when ill see them again after i leave bc idk about when, or if, i can come back down)
the people in my heart... (that is numb right now and i need somebody to help me un-numb it...)
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TIME....
such a short and small word that means so many things...
it is only time that heals a broken heart....
it is only time that keeps going....
time.... time...
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i know our time is limited but i hope we can make the best of it together....
hand-in-hand
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i just realized that this was a very long and depressing post....
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