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wow.... its been so long since my last post....
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well this is my first post since i got to korea! its been 9 yrs since i came here and everything changed....
so many memories... so much love...
many things happened, like the world cup and how we made it in to the round of 16!! woop!
i just felt like what i was in the past... feeling nothing and be fine with it...
no love, compassion, pain, ect...
feeling numb all the time...
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the doctor told me that my health isnt the best right now but its not horrible... i guess thats a good thing....
i guess i have to start caring for my self because ill be all alone in boston in a few weeks and so i dont want my dad to worry about my health.... (wait i take the pain thing back because i am in pain right now bc of my stupid unhealthy body...)
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i guess the time that i have with people are slowly and slowly decreasing...
the people in korea.... (whom ill prob see again when i get married....[or "if" as my brother says])
the people in tallahassee... (whom i dont know when ill see them again after i leave bc idk about when, or if, i can come back down)
the people in my heart... (that is numb right now and i need somebody to help me un-numb it...)
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TIME....
such a short and small word that means so many things...
it is only time that heals a broken heart....
it is only time that keeps going....
time.... time...
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i know our time is limited but i hope we can make the best of it together....
hand-in-hand
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i just realized that this was a very long and depressing post....
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wow so korea

ok so im in korea and everything is pretty awesome... except for the fact that i cant get on my actual fb account and that there are too many temptations everywhere!!
its pretty ok and there are soooooo many guys!!! OMG vicky, katelyn, and kejing will like it here!!! =]
but i do feel that i am too tall bc all of my family is REALLY small and stuff... =_=
i went to the hospital today and it doesnt look good.....