My new blogging life

Hello who ever is reading this. I recently started blogging again and i guess it is a new adventure for me because i haven't blogged in a while... Anyway, the reason i started blogging again it because i felt like i had no place to really show my feelings and i guess it is easier online to do this rather than talking to an actual person... Because i usually don't show my true feeling out loud a lot this is a (scary) new thing. if you would like to leave any comments i would appreciate it!! =] (also tell me about what you think about my posts so i would have a motivation to write more because this is a new way for me to open up!!)

So the topic of my first post is that i recently fell in love with this one song (and it is korean so I'm sorry for those who cant understand or hate korean music). It is by g.o.d (Groove Over Dose) who were my favorite band in the 90's. The song is called 촛불하나 (or one candle) and what i like most about this song is the lyrics because it helped me feel better about my self and what my family has gone through. This song gave me a lot of courage and it actually, almost, brought me to tears because of the beautiful lyrics and the message in it.

So here are the Lyrics:
In this world,
There are many people who have less than we do.
For those who are struggling even now, we sing this song.
"Stay strong!"

Why is life so hard?
Who said that life was beautiful??
Since I was born, all that life gave me was more trials to overcome.
During those times, I looked into the mirror and asked myself,
"What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this only happening to me?"
It feels like it'll never change.
Not tomorrow, or even the day after.

Don't say that
Don't crumble under the pressure
Whatever life gives you
Whatever you receive
Whatever this unfair world offers you
If you just accept it
Wouldn't you be fighting it?
Would you give up?
Would you surrender to the life that fate dealt you?
Don't bow your head to the world, don't lose strength,
Look at us.

Chorus
When you're tired and exhausted, lean on me
I will always be by your side
So that you never feel like you're alone in this world,
I'll be right beside you, holding your hand.

It's too dark, I can't see the road
All I have on me is one match and one candle
What could I do with this one small candle?
How could the darkness leave by lighting this one candle?
I see the bright light far away in the distance
And here I am making vain efforts alone in the dark
I want to fly towards that bright light
But I can't - my wings fail me.

But that's not the case
So much can happen by lighting that one small candle
I believed that there was nothing else around me
But I discovered another small candle
And when I lit it, they became two
By the light of two candles, I can find more
And two becomes three, and three becomes four
And the darkness disappears

Do you remember?
We fought life without a father
That was the story of my childhood
It was true, and it was hard
But I didn't give up there,
I didn't lose my dream, I didn't lose my courage
I kept trying, and here I am now
Now I want to tell you
You can do it, too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgzcssEPtX4

I guess my first post ends here. I hope you enjoyed it because I enjoyed sharing my favorite song to you and I hope that you can feel the similar thing that I felt while i was listening to this song.

Love Chanyang

P.S I will prob be posting almost everyday so make sure to check every now and then... you know if you wanted to =D